Saturday, March 27, 2010

To kick me while I'm down.

I always seem to crash and burn just when things start to look up. 60% visibility quickly changes to 0%.

Today I learned some news that slapped me in the face and made me it's bitch. My soon-to-be ex husband has a 4 month old daughter. After careful calculations were performed, I determined that the time of conception was about 3 months before we split. The final months we were together was the point in our marriage where we were trying to save our relationship. I mean, where I was trying to save our relationship.

The last 2 years of our marriage were heinous. I was the faithful wife who stayed home with the baby. He was the dick head. I wasn't naive, though. I knew he was marking his territory all around town. I just lied to myself. I lied to other people. But I knew. While I was at home in bed all alone, he was out giving my son a sister.

My son has a sister because his daddy cheated on his mommy.

I'm not in tears. I don't love him anymore, and I honestly wouldn't care if I never see him again. It's just slowly solidifying my up and coming decision to become a lesbian.


  1. There's nothing wrong with being a lesbian, but there's no need to make a firm decision at this stage. Who knows, you might meet a man who loves you and isn't a dick.

  2. yeah not all of us guys are insensitive scum sucking infidel dirt wads...just some. smiles.

  3. Wow. What a dirt bag. I'm sorry. I hope he gets herpes, if he hasn't already. I know it's hard to believe, but not all men are worthless pieces of shit. Well, I mean, a lot are, but not all.

  4. Yes, yes, come to the lesbian side! No. Just kidding. I mean, if you want to, go for it. But I'm not a lesbian recruiter. (Or am I?)

    I'm sorry about your ex. I've always hated cheaters. Men or women. I think marriage is a beautiful, wonderful, amazing thing.

    As a lesbian, I don't think all guys are idiots. I have a lot of really nice guy friends. BUT! Just like women, there are many dickheads out there.

    Anyway, good luck to you and thank you for checking out my blog!

  5. wow... sorry i'm just catching up on my blog reading.


    but women can be just as douchey... so i say stay noncommital. ;)